How God brought us to Charlie

Where to start?!@?@!? I have spent a great deal of my life wondering how God was going to use me (little insignificant ME), to "care for the orphan and widows in their trouble". James 1:27 In my mind I always looked at how I could make a HUGE impact for orphans. Maybe move to Africa, start my own orphanage, open a children's home, Anything to reach as many of those sweet little guys as possible! Really?!@? Now 7 kiddos later, I see how simple it really is, how incredibly realistic it is to start with one little life, one little heart, one little guy. When God opened my eyes to where I could help change a life... He led me straight to Charlie. ~~~My story starts with an amazing man, with an amazing heart that found me worthy enough to be his wife, followed by our first beautiful daughter who truly changed my life forever! With the birth of every amazing little miracle I would continue to talk about one day adopting. (as Sid I'm sure rolled his eyes) Little did I know that God would bless me with 6 precious children followed with a 7th little bonus that He would sneak in at the last moment. Ha! Nevertheless, the desire continued and after many prayerful moments with God, I knew He was not done growing our family. In Nov. of 2009 I began to follow the journey of our dear friends the Spencer's as they made their way to bring their son home http://bringinghomeboys.blogspot.com/ That's when I found Reece's Rainbow & began to fall in love with so many little faces. Every month I would choose a sweet face to pray for specifically. Then I would check back often & find that they had found their "Forever Family". I would be thrilled for them, sit in front of my computer & cry, & secretly be a little sad that they weren't coming to my home. Sid, being the wonderful husband that he is, began having to endure listening to me describe these little guys & talk about what was going on with each one, & he would totally act like he was interested. lol In my heart, I knew that God had not brought him to the same place I was. BUT THEN.....Our world changed in a matter of months!! Through the death of a mighty young man of God our hearts were changed, we were brought back to the feet of God, brought back to the place that God wanted us to be, brought back to where our hearts longed to be but had been avoiding, brought back to start fresh & begin a new journey. This event was followed by Sid's Dad being diagnosed with Lymphoma & God getting ready to take him home; but then healing him and leaving him here with us because He just wasn't quite finished with him yet. As the holidays grew near, I started reading a blog of an amazing woman of God. Many days I would read her posts & laugh, many days I would read her posts & cry. Then 9 days before Thanksgiving her 11yr old daughter step out in faith and impacted the lives of so many people including us. This 11yr old had fallen in love with one of those sweet little faces. So she asked her mom, "If I can raise $20,000 by Thanksgiving can we adopt Darya?" Mom, thinking it was pretty safe says, "if you can raise that much money in 9 days then we will know that it is God & we will adopt Darya." So every day for 9 days we would check the blog for an update, and every day we would be amazed at what God was doing. You can read the story here: http://the30dayjourneyforhope.blogspot.com/ (See Nov. 2009 posts) Some days my husband would come to me in tears saying, "you gotta read this!" It was truly amazing. Not only did this faith filled little girl raise $20,000 in 9 days, she raised over $26,000 in 9 days!!!! Now let me just tell you that little Charlie's face was already on my screen saver at this point & I had already made it know that I felt he was supposed to be our son, & I continued praying diligently. Then the discussions over the next few weeks consisted of how & why I thought he was the child God had for us, and how our lives might change if we brought him home, & then I just sat back & let it all soak in and left God in charge...then one day while Sid was out of town, I received a text message from him that said "It's time, lets bring Charlie home." I was so shocked that I couldn't even reply! That was the day our journey to Charlie began & now we can't wait to hold him in our arms, tuck him into his little bed & kiss him goodnight...

"A Father to the fatherless, a defender of widows is God in his holy dwelling. God sets the lonely in families"

Psalm 68:5,6